So I lift my eyes to You Lord.
In Your strength will I break through Lord.

I realised that I haven't been blogging since like, forever. So i shall not let this blog die & try to blog as often as i can. {:
Life is just as per normal for now. Nothing much happens everyday, except for some sudden bursts of wild laughter in between conversations with Sumay, Gladys, Noelle, Wingsze, Greg, JieEn, Lincoln, etc. They're hilarious people, really. Anyway, school has been just lessons & dance recently. It's so boring that i'm starting to dread waking up & going to school every morning. Almost every other day we're getting scolded by teachers & hearing them talk about how hard we should be working, how lazy we are, etc. It's so not helping at all. I know it's for our good, but it just adds on to my stress at the end of the day. BUT, the good thing is that i can dance on Mondays & Thursdays, which allows me to forget everything else for 4 hours++ a week {:

So i shall look on the bright side & press on till the end of the year {: I know there're many people around me that's stressed also (you know who you are lah huh.) but just hang on there ! A year will pass super quickly alright ! {:

okay, goodbye !(L)

Okay, I've decided to blog since I haven't been blogging in 800 years. I'm free of homework for tonight, anyway.
School's been awesome since the start of the year till yesterday. Sitting with Claudia & Greg is the joy mansxzzz ! ;D Not that sitting with JieEn & Lincoln isn't, but Julvin's in front of me -.- He turns back to ask weird questions every 2 minutes okay ! For those who know, you'll understand.
But think on the bright side, I have JieEn & Lincoln ! {: I still miss sitting beside Claudia & Greg, but I know I'm put between JieEn & Lincoln for a reason {:

Anyway, life's been REALLY tiring for me. It's like, D&T, homework, dance, homework, tuition, homework, & blahblahblah. The list just goes on & on. It's really killing me manzzzz.
Lessons were painfully mundane today. I was like some kinda living zombie lah. Went for lunch with Rosanne, Gladys, JieEn, Zoey, Rena, Guowei & Billy after school. Found out about a drink called Ice Jelly. ICE JELLY MAKES NICOLE HAPPYYYYY ! ;D
Studied for about an hour or so with Rosanne, Zoey & JieEn, then left for tuition. I just died on the way home.
Seriously.

Okay, this was just a random thought that popped out in my brain while blogging.
Y'know, sometimes it feels like you're dying of fatigue, & everything around you just seems to make it worse. But I believe that with Christ in the vessel, we can smile at the storm. As long as we hold on tightly to Him, we'll live through the storm. Amen ?
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
-Philippians 4:13

Oh well, I guess this just applies to me.
Lol.

You are the only one I want, you're the only one I love.
Then keep promise you this from the bottom of my heart.
On the good days & bad days, & the times you need someone to lean on.
I'll always be there for you.

I know i can't get another try.

My God is so BIG, so STRONG & so MIGHTY
There's nothing my God cannot do, for YOU ! {:

I shall remain calm & try my very best not to be pissed at the stupid computer for deleting the chunk that I've typed previously.
CALM DOWN NICOLE.
Gosh, I can practically see the steam coming out from my ears.
Okay, I shall try to reproduce what I wrote here just now.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EARTHLINGS ! {:
I know it's kind of belated, but yeah.
So it's 2010 already. Man, time flies. It seems like it was just yesterday that I celebrated last year's new year. 2009 was a gruelling year for me, with many problems along the way. But I believe that this year will be better year because I know that God has a plan for me. He's gonna come to interrupt & wreck my life. Not in the negative way, definitely. {:

Okay, just an update on my week.
29 Dec (Tuesday)
#1, Tyre of the taxi punctured on the way to the HK airport, in the middle of a highway. Great.
#2, Plane delayed for a night due to technical problems. Awesome.
But we got to stay in Marriott Hotel for a night thanks to the delay, though {: Chatted with Sis through the night. Talked about many many things & it made me realise how much my sister has grown. Not only physically, but mentally as well. Good {:
Gosh, I sound old D;

30 Dec (Wednesday)
Touched down in Singapore, unpacked, then slacked. Didn't really do much for the next 2 days either.

Today
Finally, CHURCH {: Haven't been to church for 2 weeks. I miss it to the max manzzz. Heh.
Anyway, met Rosanne @ Beauty World for lunch at Macs then Andy, Weijie & Joylynn joined us. Walked to church & met Gladys on the way there.
Talked about reformatting our systems during cellgroup. I'm gonna have to clear my recycling bin & trash all the unhappy experiences of last year or else my computer will lag. That'll be bad. Lol.
Sermon was about seeking God for the big/important things instead of relying on Him for the minute/insignificant problems, & being persistent/bold/shameless in our prayers. So I've decided to be thick-skinned towards God & keep knocking on His door until He tabuleh tahan {: MUAHAHAHAH.

Okay, so I managed to reproduce about 85% of what was deleted.
Not bad lah. Heh.

It's never too late.

So it's finally CHRISTMAS !
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE {:
Life's been awesome here in HK, but I haven't been doing much these few days cos of the crowds everywhere. Went to a resort in Shenzen with my family on Tuesday & Wednesday. Did nothing but eat, sleep, play, talk & eat somemore. Well, we basically just went there to slack. LOL.
Yesterday, practically just stayed at home the entire day cos we decided not to squeeze with everybody else on the streets {:
Went to uncle's piano shop today & learnt a piano piece called Ballade Pour Adeline. Awesome {:
Kaykay, will probably update again when I get back to Singapore.
{:

We stand together
With hearts join as one
And we give you glory
For all you have done

HELLO, PEOPLE OF THE WORLD {:
I'm currently in Hongkong now, freezing. LOLL. I've been busy shopping and eating (ALOT.) so this is probably the only time i can blog while I'm in HK.
Gonna have dinner with my family at like, 11pm. Madness mansxz. Who eats dinner when everyone else is sleeping ? I'll probably be starved by then. D;
okay, gonna go eat something now before I die of starvation.
Byebye {:

ps: Macbook is the joy ;D
pps: NICOLE MISSES CHURCH D;

Hey there.
I'm leaving for Hongkong in an hour's time. Don't miss me too much okay ? LOLLL. Anyway, sorry to those who msged me. I can't reply y'all cos I don't have money left in my card. Heh.

yup, that's about all.
I'm so gonna miss church ):

Hello people ! ;D
So I've finally started blogging again. LOL. Haven't been blogging in AGES mansxz. Anyway, just came back from YI Camp. AWESOME-EST camp I've ever been to. Realised that I've grown alot both mentally & spiritually after the camp. (: okay, i ain't gonna blog much today cos I'm really really tired D;
yup, goodbye (:

"Love is like an addiction.
When you have it, you're happy.
When you lose it, you'll be in withdrawal.
But in the end you'll still have to overcome it."

okay, haven't blogged in a while so i've decided to blog (:
went church today, was great.
well, kind of.
had combined service till about 4.30pm, then headed to Buddies with NC.
played abit of games, talked, etc.
had a super long + interesting + hilarious talk with Noelle, Joylynn, Jieen, Warren, Timothy, Junjie, Bryan & Joseph till around 9.30pm.
going for mission fund raising at church tmr.
yupyup, that's about all for today.
bye.
(: